… about having two lovers
My husband is also a wonderful lover and I am very lucky to have two men that love me. My boyfriend hates the idea of my making love to my husband so we never talk about my married life. I guess that I get jealous too when I know he goes out with other women. I tell him that it is OK but I do get jealous. We have had a few fights about the women he has dated. He hates to use a condom, and with HIV, I do not trust what you will find in a bar.
After being filled —then the flood. I know lots of women hate the big wet spot that forms after their lovers have filled them with their cum. We usually have to figure out some way to cover it with a towel or sleep on a cold puddle of love juices. But I have to admit, I always loved the sensation of feeling his cum in me, hot, spurting, with a growl of release. Knowing with each pulse and shudder his sperm is seeking my egg. It must be some primal instinct for women to enjoy wanting a man to flood her womb. The more the better. I know I have been thoroughly fucked when I feel the squishing, the dripping, and the flood when I sit up or walk with wobbly legs to go pee.
… early in my affair
I find it hard to believe that there are many men who fantasize about their wives sleeping with other men (particularly black men) or who would even want to participate in it. It just seems so strange and I doubt that my husband would put up with it. I think it is much more erotic and exciting by keeping affairs secret. I guess it is all in who is control. I don’t care what you read on the Dark Cavern, if my husband knew and encouraged me, then I would really be serving his sexual interests, not my own. I was not really looking for an affair before I was seduced into this one and I certainly want to keep it my secret. I think that someday I will have to end this relationship because my marriage is still important to me. I must sound very selfish, sorry, I hate sounding that way.
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